CREAM PUFFS = Heaven

Oh.... heaven. I miss this. Craving for it right now! It costs about 50-60 each. Imagine paying 50-60pesos and experiencing 5mins of guilt-free heaven-ness! Beard Papa is the best!

A last text from an ex.

The day that I loved you was the day that I died. I am a mere shadow, your constant companion who adored you so much. But you never look back. You never seem to care. For your eyes are already set on your beloved golden sun. I have loved you long enough. Long enough to let go. I have lived in the shadow of my past and have forgotten who I was. In the dark, I have sown the seeds of tomorrow. Over time, they have grown feeble and gray, and one after the other, have started to die. I am just a dreamer of broken hearts and lonely hearts. We people chart this churning abyss and gained nothing but pain. Our souls tarnished and torn are all that is left of us. So, we must part from the ones who hold our hearts. To stop this addiction is to break free from this painful embrace. As I rise from the shadow to gain a new life, I'll look back one last time to the sweetest misery of my life... To give my last kiss and my last good night...

Crappy week indeed!

I'm in sooo much mess right now.

a) I might miss My best friend's pageant. Sorry J!!! :(
b) sore eyes. Oh God! Why right now?
c) delayed school papers
d) days absent. I'm missing a lot in school! Darn it! Midterms is coming up!

This week, I promised a lot of people. Hay. Kaya I don't wanna make promises eh. Shit really do happen. I'm soooo pissed with everything right now.

I feel like I've made stupid decisions these past weeks. I suck at choosing which is which but who's good at it anyways?


I quit my band. Well, they wanted me to be the back up singer and I did. We won. Yeah. We did.
So I quit because I don't believe in the piece/song that we are working on. I mean seriously, it sucks big time! After I quit, THEY(band members) suddenly started ignoring me. They are all guys btw. Turns out, guys can really be bitches. 


But hey! There's no point on wasting time sulking about messed up decisions. We can always hope for something better in the future. 


so.... Must.... Keep.... the positive vibes.... stable.... lol!