Crossfire Gameclub Philippines, abusado kayo.

It's pathetic that Crossfire Gameclub Philippines priced an online game equip around 2k pesos. HOW LOW CAN YOU GO? Sobrang lala ng price for a game that has cheats and bugs. WOW.

Why is it so hard to be a good person?

Being kind is a human thing, that said, anyone can be kind. Even though sometimes some people will just pull you out from the light and unleash that inner bitch in you. Still, you have to be kind. My aunt once told me a few years ago that keeping anger for someone is unhealthy. BUT GODDAMNIT, some people will just drain out every drop of kindness in you. It's hard because it's confusing to deal with it. If you call out someone's bullshit, people will see you as the wrong one, if you don't, automatically, they won't stop with their BULLshizz. You'll end up not doing anything about it, but then, someone said, the problem with this world is that the righteous keep quiet. So, what now?

LIKE IPOD NANO? Not a good idea to get one.

I bought my ipod nano late last year, I have been using it with care for quite some time now. The thing that I noticed about it is that, the color of the sides of its hardware easily fades, if you accidentally scratch its sides onto something rough(even with your nails), the color will easily chip off. Yesterday, I used it again and saw lines on its screen, I never dropped it, ever. So, I went to the Trinoma Apple Service Center to have it checked. I found out that they won't replace or even fix my ipod(still on warranty) because those faded(chipped off sides) are counted as "DENTS". DENT MEANING here.

They gave me another option which will make me pay 4,000 pesos that's almost 100 dollars. It's like buying a new one! LOL! They will replace my ipod nano with a not-so-new one. Wow. So, that 1 year warranty? IDTS. It's like they will find ways/reasons not to help you AT ALL.  I'm never going to get another one. I'm very disappointed, apple, I used to love your products/services.

Something for my Lola.

It's been a while since I last wrote something.

This blog entry is all about my lola. I was even thinking of making it as a vlog but I might cry while doing it. So, no but maybe next time when I get a decent video recorder. (Probably not.)

Everyone would say they have the most awesome lola ever, but I'm telling you right now, my lola is way waaaaaaaay awesome! The fact that she was there when the Japanese and the Americans took over the Philippines. I love hearing her stories about the war, about how they survived and what they did to get their basic needs. My lola even took care of pigs just to earn money. She has three daughters and three sons, I'm not sure if all of them graduated college but all of them was able to STUDY in college. I love hearing the story when my lolo had an affair with some girl and my lola kicked his butt. LITERALLY! She's a great cook too. She enjoys making ube halaya, malagkit, sampalok and other rice sweets stuff. But now, she doesn't cook anymore. She says they used to sell stuffs like those before to earn money. I can't imagine myself doing those things. My lola is a superwoman. When I was a kid I think I was a spoiled brat but I'm not really sure. Oh! My lola would always scold us, as in always! My little bro and I used to fight, you know how normal siblings fight. So, we always get scolded or get our asses kicked by Nanay. I will never ever forget how she took care of us when we were kids, whenever we go out to buy food she always get something extra for the kids(us). There's always something to eat like, fruits, biscuits and cookies. She always know what to buy and what not to buy at the grocery. I don't know how she does that. (underconstruction)

How to live a STRESS-FREE college life:

READ MORE. LEARN MORE. Note: This applies to guys as well.

Find a place where you can study. Away from your Laptop, Bed and T.V.

Memory boosting food: apple juice, nuts, peanut butter sandwich.

Own a planner. Note: Guys should get one too. Owning a planner doesn’t mean you’re gay. No offense.

For Girls: Do not over-pack for school! All you need is a notebook, a pen and a couple of books.

For Guys: Okay, so we all know you’re hardcore but that doesn’t mean you don’t have to study for an exam tomorrow.

Stop being a kiss-ass to your professors because everyone will hate you for that.

Read, understand and follow you student handbook. Proper uniform and id is and will always be important.

Do not forget to bring extra cash for hand-out fees and such.

Penge.com is never cool!

*Just be yourself and have fun!

College Student do’s and don’ts 101

Do a background check on your professor. E.g. if he/she is the kind of professor who values attendance and such.  Do your research! It might help you someday.

STAY OUT OF GOSSIPS! Been there, stayed there for a while and believe me, cheap thrills of judgment is not worth it! You might end up losing precious people in your life.

When in class, PLEASE... I’m begging you! Avoid checking your phone every 10 seconds. You’ll never get back what you missed during class discussion.

Build a good study habit by always doing your assignments earlier. CRAMMING and PROCASTINATING is not healthy when you’re in college because there will be a lot of things going on.

Bring your own bottle of water. (So, yeah, although I really didn’t care about this that much. Seriously, 1 bottle of water will cost you about 20 pesos!) That’s 100 pesos for 5 days and 400 pesos saved money for a month!

Don’t be afraid to ask people around you. There are a lot of friendly students in STI and you might need their help more than you think.

ALWAYS! I repeat! ALWAYS bring your I.D.

Try to explore the easiest and cheapest route to your campus. The fare nowadays is not friendly at all. Even for students. ;)

Always have a spare pen and paper. Have a spare with everything you need every day in school, and that is, PEN and PAPER!  POP QUIZ!

Choose your schedule wisely, make sure you will be able to get all the subjects you need for that semester. But in STI, it’s automatically set for you, so you’re lucky. ;)

Do not be too addicted for the following:
Drugs – everything illegal was never cool.
Alcohol- You’ll have plenty of time to fool around after college.
Cigarettes- Decreases your life span.’nuff said.

Always greet the people around you with confidence and always smile! Good luck!

*P.S. Never add your professors on Face book. Not until you graduate.

The House 2 walkthrough

This is actually JUST a friggen scary clicking game. Click everything. Wait. Shit on your pants.

Sunnies For Sale!!

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21 things I love...

1. Sunrise and sunset. 

2. Music, the sound of guitar strings and piano keys mixed together with a superb voice.

3. Family and Friends. 

4. God.

5. Disney Classics. We learn from these. There's so much GMRC in all of the movies.

6. the rain... because nobody can see me cry? f~ that. There's something nice about the rain. I don't know. It soothes me.

7. Long bus rides with friends while singing and the wind blowing on our faces.

8. Beach. Night sky on beaches. is one-of-a-kind.

9. Coffee with friends.

10. KFC and Mcdo moments with friends. This is where genius plans are made.

11. PETS. DOGS. HAMSTERS. FISHES. I <3 them.

12. Writing. Reading. Surfing.

13. Conversations with kids. They give the best ideas. EVER!

14. 4:00pm & 4:00am. Go out. Look up! It's amazing.

15. When people say thank you and smiles back at you.

16. The smell of gas, grass and scented candles.

17. Remembering my childhood craziness and laugh about it.

18. Flowers, chocolates and fluffy alien stuffed toys.

19. Hanging out with boys/boy buds/girl buds. Simply ... just hanging out.

20. FUTURE.

21. Myself.

Gonna start writing things again!

It's been  a sucky semester for me. :(

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20 years of CRAP and BLISS.

LIFE is about constant change, sometimes it’s painful, sometimes it’s blissful, but most of the time it’s both. There will be countless questions and the answers we find are never what we had in mind. Sometimes things are left unspoken, unheard and unintentionally unshared. People tend to keep everything in and then self-destruct. Why? Because it is not easy to trust people. Trust is often mistaken as weakness. Who’s to blame? It is us. No one else can fix us, but us. Life is made up of what we are used to. Change is something all of us are afraid of. But living a great life is not about routine it is about doing something rare, something we have not done before. To think about it, no one can really define life and love. You can only imagine it… how it feels like when you are in it.

LOVE is governed by the hypothalamus part of our brain. As well as with hunger, pain and sex drive. Love cannot be destroyed. Love cannot be created. It has been with us, always… just like the wind.

About HAPPINESS, most of us struggle to find this so-called happiness. It does not mean that if we have everything we wish for, we’re happy. Real happiness is not about everything being perfect. Happiness is no matter how shitty your life is, you managed to smile and move forward. It means that you see life beyond it’s imperfections. Happiness is contentment. We have to realize that we must stop pushing ourselves to be happy. Real and lasting happiness takes time. It starts from within us, keep letting life shitty-ness in and you will see how strong and happy you are after. One last thing, share happiness with people you love. It does not mean anything at all if you cannot share it to anyone.

TREAT PEOPLE NICELY. Say thank you, say sorry. Apologize whenever you need to. Say thank you whenever you need to. Say thank you to the nice cashier who served you at Mcdo. GIVE to the less fortunate people you see around you. EVERY thoughtful thing COUNTS. Stop being an ASS to people, you do not have the right to do that.

BE POSITIVE. STAY POSITIVE. Surround yourself with positive people. It will pay off eventually, you’ll see.

MISTAKES. REJECTION. INSANITY.

Imperfections are important, yes it is, just as mistakes are. We only get better and wiser by learning from mistakes and we get to be real by being imperfect. You live, you learn.

REJECTION. It is one of the most poisonous element in our lives. It is like being neglected. It happens when some people only see us as one of their OPTIONS. You get the point. J

INSANITY. If all else fails, we become insane. We lose ourselves, the pressures, the burden and all that melodramatic crap. But when were back from being insane, we do not know what to do when we get there. We do not know how to start being normal again.

CHANCES. RISKS. We are afraid to take chances, take big steps. We get scared and we chicken out when we encounter choices that are hard to decide on. So we tend to RUN. Then, the word IMPOSSIBLE comes up. We must understand that IMPOSSIBLE is just a BIG word. Impossible is a dare, a dare to step up and say “I CAN DO THIS, YOU BITCH!” IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING.

Life has it’s own ups and downs. There comes to a point when we just want to breakdown and stop everything we started. When we have been hurt so much, shattered into pieces. Life can sometimes be tiring. Life is not easy it was never a fairytale. Life can be a pain in the arse but you cannot just give up. NEVER EVER GIVE UP GIRL! And if it is really that CRAPPY, forget about it and move forward.

When we fall, we lose everything, but there is still someone who can back us up. Someone who will pick us up, take us out of the rain, the pain. It is HIM. Our faith in GOD will never fail us. It is what separates us from what we are and who we are.

So hear me out, life is about giving hope and loving all of the people around us. Just be yourselves, you, you, and YOU! It’s all we have, it’s all we need. LOVE. Love and pain exist together. Just like in the song IRIS by The Goo Goo Dolls, “Yeah, you bleed just to know you’re alive.”

Life is what we make it. It is unique. Just like each of us. Love makes the world go round. So let’s live, love, and take what ever pain it brings.

1st decent song I wrote.

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Yes,we do.

How can we love people who do not seem to make things worth at all? Why do we become so numb caring for people whom at times don not even think of us in a day or two? Why do we let ourselves hurt and continue hoping for a love that makes us defenseless? And why do we prioritize these people who only see us as options? These are the reasons why sometimes in love, we end up losing ourselves. YES, we continue loving them.

indeed.

Find someone who is worth all the pain.

Heartbreaks.

Heartbreak is an odd kind of pain, because you are not dying. You are not even sick. For all intents, you are perfectly fine, yet inside, where your heart used to be, you are hurt so much that you cannot breathe, you cannot sleep and you cannot stop the tears from falling. You may eat too much; you may not eat at all. Non-smokers become chain smokers, non-drinkers become alcoholic. A broken heart is one of the world’s greatest equalizer, because it can turn even the sweetest angels to a freaking devil.

CREAM PUFFS = Heaven

Oh.... heaven. I miss this. Craving for it right now! It costs about 50-60 each. Imagine paying 50-60pesos and experiencing 5mins of guilt-free heaven-ness! Beard Papa is the best!

A last text from an ex.

The day that I loved you was the day that I died. I am a mere shadow, your constant companion who adored you so much. But you never look back. You never seem to care. For your eyes are already set on your beloved golden sun. I have loved you long enough. Long enough to let go. I have lived in the shadow of my past and have forgotten who I was. In the dark, I have sown the seeds of tomorrow. Over time, they have grown feeble and gray, and one after the other, have started to die. I am just a dreamer of broken hearts and lonely hearts. We people chart this churning abyss and gained nothing but pain. Our souls tarnished and torn are all that is left of us. So, we must part from the ones who hold our hearts. To stop this addiction is to break free from this painful embrace. As I rise from the shadow to gain a new life, I'll look back one last time to the sweetest misery of my life... To give my last kiss and my last good night...

Crappy week indeed!

I'm in sooo much mess right now.

a) I might miss My best friend's pageant. Sorry J!!! :(
b) sore eyes. Oh God! Why right now?
c) delayed school papers
d) days absent. I'm missing a lot in school! Darn it! Midterms is coming up!

This week, I promised a lot of people. Hay. Kaya I don't wanna make promises eh. Shit really do happen. I'm soooo pissed with everything right now.

I feel like I've made stupid decisions these past weeks. I suck at choosing which is which but who's good at it anyways?


I quit my band. Well, they wanted me to be the back up singer and I did. We won. Yeah. We did.
So I quit because I don't believe in the piece/song that we are working on. I mean seriously, it sucks big time! After I quit, THEY(band members) suddenly started ignoring me. They are all guys btw. Turns out, guys can really be bitches. 


But hey! There's no point on wasting time sulking about messed up decisions. We can always hope for something better in the future. 


so.... Must.... Keep.... the positive vibes.... stable.... lol!